Dilemma

When I just wanted to start settling down with my life (not getting married lah), I realised there's alot more things and events coming up in the next few months. Hmm like Hari Raya, UT3(!), National Day, family wedding, my birthday. Ehem ehem. Haha. And lots more. Sometimes I don't know when there will be a time for me to just sit down and home, being planless. Unless I ditch school of course, like what I did last Wednesday. Boy, was I so happy to be at home all day, resting my butt, and do the things I want to do. And the best thing is, coincidentally it was raining in the morning (the reason why I can't woke up to school) and everyone seemed so busy with their stuffs. I can't actually recall when was the last I watch a DVD movie at home, without anyone disturbing.

Its already close to the end of Semester 1 :( How time flies when we're having fun, huh? I will definitely miss Justyn Olby's Photography class and Sam's Digital Media Class because from the looks of it, my modules for the next semester are so theoretical -based. None practical like those 2 modules. Boring...

Haha okay so the results of the modules that I will be taking next semester are already out!
And I have to take these next Semester;

1. Art Of Story
2. Anthropological Studies
3. Interaction Design
4. Interactive Entertainment

As usual, I am always having a dilemma in choosing an elective module.

• Production Practicum
• Expression Of Form
• Sound Design
• Music Theory
• Arts Management
• Arts Marketing
• Stage Management
• Production Design
• New Media Installation
• Short Media Production

Okay, I shall give a deep thought about it. Hmmm...

I know my blog's getting dusty. Haha, I can't help it. Blogger's taking so long to upload photos -.-

Heart's Longing

I think these photos are due 2 or 3 months back? Haha whatever it is, my purpose of inserting these photos is because, I was browsing through my photo albums and found this. I am missing a whole list of people now, especially you guys, Ad and SitiSha! With regards to the tags, Ad meet me sooooon for the ehem ehem okay! Siti too :)

Been feeling really cranky these few days. Can't help it, I really feel exhausted and sleepy. And it resulted of me having a major migraine and body weakness for 3 days already. It just don't feel good. Hurhur. 

Sidetrack, I've been really having fun hanging out with friends these few weeks, I just don't have the time to blog about it and I'm just plain lazy. Hehe. Oh crap, back to analysing ancient art, oil paintings, sculptures later and test after school. Today is going to be a long day and its just TUESDAY. Weekends come quick!

The Long Wait

"Wait for the person who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of person who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person ; wait for the person who will be your best friend , the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances, for the person who makes you smile like no one else and when they smile you know they need you. Wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and a tee shirt, but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them. And most of all, wait for the person who will put you up at the center of their universe, because that’s where you belong."

I  wouldn't mind waiting, for The One. 

Revenge Is Sweeter Than You Ever Were

I saw it in the news
You told me they were wrong
And I stood up for you
'Cause I believed you were the one

You had all the chances in the world
To let me know the truth
What the hell's wrong with you?

Are you even listening when I talk to you?
Do you even care what I'm going through?
Your eyes stare and they're staring right through me
You're right there but it's like you never knew me

Do you even know how much it hurt,
That you gave up on me to be with her?
Revenge is sweeter than you ever were

I'm so mad at you right now
I can't even find the words
And you're on the way down
I can't wait to see you burn
You try to make me hate that girl
When I should be hating you
What the hell's wrong with you?

Nothing can save you now that it's over
I guess that you'll find out when you're no one
Don't say you're sorry now 'cause I just don't care

Nothing can save you now, nothing

Its not that I don't believe in love.
I don't believe in those who screwed my trust, love, faith, time, effort, sincerity, everything.
Now, give me reasons to prove me wrong.

Why must you come back when I'm just over you, baby?

Sleep Deprivation

I've been feeling oh so exhausted this week. Okay, I've always been feeling tired but this week/few weeks is an exception. I keep having sleepless nights or have 2 or 3 hours of sleep per day even though after a whole day out. I can't help it really. I JUST CAN'T SEEM TO SLEEP EARLY! I think there's something wrong with me or something. Hmmmm... :\ This is a big problem, because I feel too tired for school and i'll ended up skipping classes like today. Well not only skipping or being late for school, it goes the same for work too! Which rarely happens. Oh no. Been busy too, which makes me extra exhausted. Mumsie has been pestering me to take a day off from everything. A "no plans day", she say. Because of the need to clean up my overflowing wardrobe. Sheesh, I thought off day can relax relax? Speakng of which, I think I'm in desperate need of a break. Sentosa anyone? Haha.

You're In My Mind

Life's been a whole lot better these days. Been busy spending a lot of time at school (besides today), lepak with them boys till the wee hours almost every night, with gfs,family gatherings and birthday parties. (I miss the escapians alot!) I'm pretty contented with my life now. Aren't u happy for me?

K chiaosssss. Gotta meet Ath at town for some shopping! And the picture post is taking too much timeeeee. So lazyyyy.

Cross That Line

Happy 18th Birthday Sharina!
Hope you like your bday present :)

Sharina's 18th retro themed party was awesome yesterday night. Minus the part we got lost, with the taxi driver himself. All of them! And the shuttle bus took forever to reach. But anyhoos, since I fell into a deep sleep and ditched Fazz and Haikal's plan to watch Transformers with them, I had to meet them at Tanah Merah instead. I was the only one living in the East lah kan. So I was early. Met the STA kids and Nadhzry there. I swear the shuttle bus should just shut down their stupid service. 15 bucks cab fare, unknowledgeable and rude taxi drivers, we reached National Service Resort Country Club. All hail Haikal's iPhone. Lol, the only reliable thing.

Okay, more photos will be upload at FB soon. I am still in love with the country club and bungalow can? Super posh, windy, nice atmosphere and company. And we had another problem. Problem with going back. Always the transport problem. Me, Nat Yeo and Jared had to work this long ulu road. Which didn't had cabs around -.- But then there was this nice couple who was willing to share us in their cab till the main road. How nice is that! Home sweet home, but I had a feverrrrrrr. Not cool. Not cool at all.

Member nk step poker face. Haha

Sick = lousy feelinggggg. But Aidil Alfian here decided to cheer me up. He was super funny, I tell you. He keep dancing to BackstreetBoys,Akon songs. Dah feeling feeling dance ni semua, in the end he got shy and hide himself under his beanie. Haha, I don't know why I find it cute when pple are naturally shy. And he send me this Bobby Lee's? video which was fucking funny. Well, in simple terms, thank you to him for cheering me up. Oh did I tell you he was a very old friend who doesn't rmbr me at all? Sad case right. Haha.

So the case of H1N1 at Rp has been spreading like news kalah CNN, and how kecoh the students are, is undesribable. Lol. And I am still upset that they didn't extend the holidays for whole school except for the Year Ones, which I find it ridiculous pls. And this morning I heard one of students on my blk has confirmed swine flu-infected, can I least smell holidays pls? Haha. I'm sickkkkkkkk :(

I find it hard to walk away sometimes. I find it harder to accept that you never alter yourself.