There's gotta be more to life

Current feelings;

• dejected
• shocked
• confused
• distress
• exhausted
• helpless
• worried
• gloomy
• scared
  
• afraid
• pessimistic

I need to be alone for a little while. Its just me against myself.
I need an explanation and answer. I need an antidote.
I need to pray to God, that everything is gonna be okay.
Please let me be okay, please God.
It feels like a nightmare, so suddenly.
Why does problems always coming in but not going out?