Life's Been A Bitch, Lately.

Random Updates. (Shamim-inspired. Haha)
Because there's so much things happening, sometimes i, myself cannot catch up with the pace -.-

• the two weeks of work has been dramatic much. how dramatic? almost everyday there's a different drama. be it personal or work
• drama = stress = very mood swing
• and that's when i found out K wasn't much of a very nice person
• but its okay, i consider it as a blessing in disguise. see how much friends i've made/and be close to due to him
• school's been extra shitty.
• though i went to school for the straight four days (which is already "wow" to me)
• but on thurs, i found out my history faci marked me absent. cb! am i that invisible?!
• i feel like bashing him up if i got another warning letter from school (mcm faham only)
• so yes, since I am so sleep-deprived, got fed up of school, skipped photography class but only went for my test.
  
• i wasted cab fares on thurs from school in order to reach work on time and also to school -.-
• i spend my june pay like water.
  
• no, not on clothes. on cigarettes and food -.-"
• yes, i have a very very bad habit now. heavy smoker , heavy eater.
  
• one pack a day, no wonder my money disappear into thin air
• at that point of time, i felt that i've got no one to talk to, A's away to my dream holiday destination, haikal and the others went for Ns, JunJie's migrating to China for a month (haha) K's been a bitch. full stop.
• I've gain weight like crazy, omg!
• can't wait! can't wait for july pay! i need more jeans because can't fit in to some anymore :( need more clothesssssssss! and an ipod maybe?
• i want to go zara, topshop, mango, forever 21! and lots more
• Still deciding, new haircut?, new hair colour? I just need a new image
  
• i seriously need to update photos here man. but there's just too much, why isn't there such things as bulk uploader here?
• lepak sessions is loved!
• rashes is back again, now both my hands and legs!
• i seriously need to clean up my room before raya
• mum says "if u don't clean up your wardrobe, don't buy anymore clothes. because if it goes missing, its your fault, not mine. your wardrobe looks like a forest"
• then buy me a bigger wardrobe lah *rolls eyes* hahahaha
• after waany told me about my sad entries, then i realised i have 10 sad entries straight in a row. didn't know i was THAT emotional -.-
• don't worry readers, i am not sad all the time. its just how i pour my feelings to. i am different outside, trust me. haha
• so many june babies, so many parties. talking about birthdays, i am actually psyched for mine which is still 2 months away. lol.
• no tailor made baju kurungs/kebaya for Raya this year, first time in my 18 years.
  
• I vowed to myself not to be emotionally attached to someone just yet. Dhai, you have the permission to slap me.
• I've always hated how the song Cinta Ini Membunuhku can make me cry. (Okay Dhai, slap me. Haha)
• I have a new name, 2 tempeks and a boyfriend named Babyboi (hahaha, inside joke)
  
• Friday night out plans went wrong. You know how much I was looking forward to watch Deputy Siren :(
• You're not the person I used to know anymore. "People change"
• I owe alot of people birthday presents. I always love to do/give something different, but this year, don't know whats wrong with me either. Lost the vibe baby.
  
• I absolutely hate how can a family fight about money. I wouldn't wana exchange money to someone so precious. I just want grandpa back :(
• This is what I hate the most, bad day at work/school. Coming home with Mum telling me about the money issue.
• Can I be carefree for a moment?
• I want a long, long, long, holiday!!!
• I need a personal assistant to make my things organised.
  
• I want to stop dating and stop caring/loving someone. See if it makes a difference.
  
• Needs to hit the gym, pool etc.
• O, I won't take you back. Sorry.
• I am sleepy and I need to wake up early for Dhai's Cousin's wedding tmr.
• Shit, I've still not decided on what to wear. Okay gtg.
  
• Goodbye world. I talked too much today. haha