Near To You

2:22 AM
He and I, it's something beautiful
But so dysfunctional, it couldn't last
Loved him so but I let him go
Cause I knew he'd never love me back

Such pain as this
Shouldn't have to be experienced
I'm still reeling from the loss
Still a little bit delirious, yeah

Near to you, I am healing
But it is taking so long
Cause though he's gone and you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yeah, I'm better near to you

Well, you and I, it's something different
And I'm enjoying it as cautiously
I'm battle scarred, I am working oh so hard
To get back to who I used to be

He's disappearing
Fading steadily
When I'm so close to being yours
Won't you stay with me, please?

Cause near to you, I am healing
But it is taking so long
Cause though he's gone and you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet I'm better near to you
Yeah, I'm better near to you

I only know that I am better where you are
I only know that I am better where you are
I only know that I belong where you are

- Near to you, A Fine Frenzy

I am just trying my very best to sleep. and I am thinking maybe its partly my fault.
I'm sorry, K.