Goodbye 2008, Hello 2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR, EVERYONE!

Well, I hope everyone's have their own resolution ready for the coming year. For me, I didn't quite get it ready yet! Or issit I don't really bother? Lol. Honestly, I'm not really excited for new year. I DON'T KNOW WHY. Somebody should slap my face or something. Haha, but really, it is really nothing to me. Its just the 08 change to 09. So yeah, you can see although how much I try to sound sexcited, I can't, Failed! Hahah.

But this year was better though. I managed to hang out with the girls for some fun instead of last year, I was working. Me and Farah countdown-ed at Mac's? LOL. Still, even when I didn't come home that late, I didn't managed to catch my last bus. Haha. And I totally gave up this year. My dad told me earlier this month he won't be bothered to pick up if I were to celebrate. Very evil right. Hehe, so that pretty much tells alot on how much I don't like New Year. I think the "official countdown party" seems abit dull like any other year -.-

Okayyyyy, I should stop on my not-so-sexciting-new-years. Talking about resolutions earlier on, I don't believe in it either. I can't stick to mine last year. So I guess its kinda useless. Lol. Someone told me before we don't have to wait till the end of the year to change, we can change anytime. Kinda true, huh? If you really think about it. I think I should just stick to trying to be a better person overall, a less meaner one, i hope. So I won't affect the others, esp love. Lol.

Anyways, 2008 has been one of the most suckiest year ever in the history of my whole 17 years of life. I've met the most ridiculous people that boils my blood everytime, I've realised even your own friends can be backstabbing bitches, I've just received worst news on my deteriorating health, I've experienced the most downs than ups on my own r/s, and it was the worst thing to start my 2008. My family isn't doing very well in maintaining problems either. In short, I think I've gone through pretty much one of the worst things happening this year. And I am ready to let go of 2008 in hopes of a better year :)

I'm just glad that they made me a stronger, wiser and a more patient person. But still, I hope God will grant my wish for a better year. And, I think I should start thinking on what to do about my life too.

Prior to what I've put down on the wish card. Haha, maybe that calls for a new job? *kening naik2* LOL.

Love Lockdown

Today is Monday.
I hate it.
Because, here comes my part time boyfriend.
Or rather an imaginary boyfriend.

And I hope you're reading this.
Cos sometimes I don't know why I make myself go through all these bullshits either.

Not so merry Xmas.

Merry Christmas everybody!
I really hope its not too late to say that.

How was my Christmas, you might wana ask? It was like every other year. I always didn't get the chance to celebrate it. I thought maybe I'd want this year to be different but the "favourite stepfather" a.k.a my boss loves to make use of my off days. Yeah, I don't know how many times he has insert extra working days for me at the very last minute. Better, he didn't even inform me. Awesome lah really. But its okay, although work yesterday was f tiring. I thought my legs was going to break any second! I really wonder why those people come to the park for Christmas. I wouldn't make it in my choices. BUT, ITS OKAY. Thinking of the bright side again, extra pay. Hehehe.

Whenever I think about Christmas, I'd always remember last year's Christmas. Okay, I didn't really went out to celebrate. But Farah and Me was stuck in work again like this year's. It was different though, because of the different environment in the jobs. I really enjoyed it. The people there were nice, the atmosphere and excitement was there, and not forgetting the guests were really nice too.

Before this photos rot in my handphone, I might as well put it in my blog right? There's lots of them actually. But I think Farah will scream at me if I'd upload all of them. Lol.Okay, you can slowly guess what Hotel i worked for.
Muahahaha.

There really isn't anything much to do at work.
Really, no kidding. And I earn 5 times more there than my current job?
Okay, I really miss the job already. He is one of our drivers. I forgot what his name was.
But I remember he talks alot than the other one. Hehe.
But without them, we would starve during our lunch breaks cos they send us our lunches! And not to forget, they fetch us from the hotel and pick us up back to the hotel.
Even my boyfriend doesn't do that okay. Haha.
Fyi, they are just empty boxes.
Only crazy people would wana put real presents in the main lobby of the suite.
There are more photos with all the workers there.
But I don't know where they went! :(
They were really nice to entertain us by helping us with taking our photos.
I would love to live there too one day. Its really peaceful and the place is really nicer in real life.
The workers there will treat you like a King and Queen, really. You want this or that" it will be coming right away, sir". Back to the hotel.
Feeling all Christmas-sy.
I think I'd only remember my ex-boss's name, Greg.
He's nicer than my step father of course.
But you know the job is rather strict. So we can't really joke around that much. The other men under the concierge department.
The girls weren't really that nice, I must say.
Random photos.
That was one of the best jobs I've done so far.
The End...

:)

I hate this part, right here.

"How can I decide on what's right?
When you're clouding up my mind"

Eversince Thursday, the mind is still not at ease yet, and I'm pretty much occupied with myself all this while. You can either find me at home or at work. But I like it that way, I guess. Not exactly the right time for me to meet people. I may not seem to be doing anything but my mind is exhausted honestly. Been doing a lot of thinking that constant migraines and fever are already like a norm to me. Mum's been like my bestfriend now. And she's been sweet too, she'll always be there and always bringing home food that I was craving for. Love's been a real darling too.

I've tried to keep my mind preoccupied with other stuffs like my obsession over Twilight and Edward Cullen. Yeah, like you already guess it ever since I've watched Twilight in the movies with love Last Wednesday, I've been reading the book itself, reading Stephenie Meyer's website and watching Twilight all over again. Now, I am loading the movie again, and I can hardly remember what number of times is it I'm watching later.

The movie is awesome, but I guess it can't beat off the book itself. Thanks to Elyssa I can now read all the books (Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn) on my laptop :) And from what I've read from Stephenie Meyer's website, there's another book coming along, Midnight Sun. And New Moon the movie, are said to hit the theaters late 2009 or early 2010. Now that's actually something too look forward too!

And oh, Merry Christmas people :)



I don't really have a Christmas wish or wishlist. But i really love to own these stuffs. Let's not talk about retail therapy, the list is forever never ending. These would be what I need, probably.

1. My own set of Stephenie Meyer's books. I'm such a slow reader, maybe I should get them so that I read during bus rides or something.
2. I want get a hold of MK's and Ashley's Influence book! I still have no other where to get them, you see.

3. I need a new mobile phone. My current phone has been irritating, I swear. It keeps going off and on by itself every now and then. At times, I can't even send messages. Sheesh.

I want a phone that slides that way. Lol, no reason. I just like it like that? This LG phone looks cool huh?

And not forgetting, I'm still in love with my classmate's Huy's phone. Samsung F700. He got it a long time ago from his home country Vietnam, and I think this is still not in SG yet? I want!

4. Not forgetting I need a new watch and a music player.

That's quite a lot to save. Am definitely not that saving type of person. Yet, I think I am the worst person you could ever think of when it comes to saving. I can't even leave 2 bucks in my wallet without spending it on something unnecessary. I think I've gotta start learning to save for emergencies. My parents have given up on me since so long ago, and Love's trying to help me, but to no avail. For I am pretty stubborn. Maybe the confiscating of the Atm will do the trick, huh Love? But I really don't think soooooo....

Alright, Thats all. I am really bored right now. Suppose to be working, but I think the park closes early today.

Anyways, Have a good holiday people!

There's gotta be more to life

Current feelings;

• dejected
• shocked
• confused
• distress
• exhausted
• helpless
• worried
• gloomy
• scared
  
• afraid
• pessimistic

I need to be alone for a little while. Its just me against myself.
I need an explanation and answer. I need an antidote.
I need to pray to God, that everything is gonna be okay.
Please let me be okay, please God.
It feels like a nightmare, so suddenly.
Why does problems always coming in but not going out?

22 Months And Still Counting

"Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me.
Whispers hello, I miss you quite terribly,
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
Now there's no place I could be but here in your arms"

Thanks for today, love.
I love & enjoy every minute of it :)

Happy 22 Monthsary <3
Here's to now and forever.

Okay, no new photos of us cos I was too lazy to even take out my camera out from my bag. Hehe, will probably blog properly again tomorrow after work.
Its been 5 days since the holidays started and I've only had my day out today -.-
Ignoring the thoughts of ridiculous, irritating guests and the long hours, I think the work pays off. Because if my calculation was right, I think can already afford 2 Zara jeans that I've eyed on just now. Hehehehehehe.
Okay, probably now I should make myself think like that whenever I work, this way I could buy myself an Ipod. My sixth sense tells me my phone's going to die on me soon. Hurhur.

Running Away

"thought it could be, it could be that simple.
it should be that simple.
i wish it could be so simple"

For the first time, I am actually nervous for tomorrow's appointment. I rarely take these things seriously, but now I have a feeling we'll be discovering something that is surprising. Maybe?

Wish Me Luck.

I'm gonna have an early morning tomorrow and a tiring weekend.

On a very, very happier note, HOLIDAYS ARE HERE :)
Good, I am starting to hate school already.

Proper post, soon. I will have a lot of time to do so now. Hehehe.

I fly Like Paper, Get High Like Planes

INEED

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I actually fell asleep yesterday. So I just saved this as draft and continue it when I'm free which is now. I'm glad that I attend class today, there's nothing much to do, and believe it or not I just finished off the powerpoint slide a minute ago. Since no one entertain me in class now, might as well I do something productive like blogging? Mostly everyone is playing CS even on the class projector. And I feel such a dumbo cos I do not know how to play it. You can call me kental or whatever, cos I admit I'm one and I just started playing computer this year? Eversince I entered RP. Haha.

So, my Hari Raya Haji this year went okay. Just like any other Hari Raya, except that there's no green packets. Hehe. Everyone came late to Grandmum's place, because they had to visit their other sides too. And my family knew it before they could even say so we came late too, around 6-ish. But we're still the earliest -.- Grandmum was so cute. She was worried and called my house and thought we were are not coming this year.
I'm glad everyone came except for my brother. Cos apparently he have lost this interest in this thing called Family. Sheesh. And I hate it when Mum always had to try her best to cover for him.
Met my cousins there, and I swear I miss them like crazy. Afiqah will always be the one who called/smsed/chat with me. And that poor girl is so bored with her holidays, she had nothing much to do and will always randomly asked me what I'm doing, where I am etc. Since their parents are too busy to bring them out, Cousin Hana and me have planned to bring them to my workplace during my holidays too. Let's see if she will go M.I.A on me again. Haha

Can't deny this looks like a drama scene.
Haha

Her mum's "mini me". Why? Because her tummy is as bloated as a pregnant woman's. Haha, i like that though, that makes me wana hug her more because it feels like you're hugging a teddy bear. Hehe.
Sofie was in the limelight all night. And she loves the attention. I wonder how will she will fight with her soon-to-be-born baby sister for attention. Thats in February! Excited Excited! I'm gonna get a new baby cousin soon :D

Spastic/Cacat faces.
(See Junjie, I do put cacat photos of myself okayy..)

Cousin Hana.
Growing fat.
And she do not want to believe it.

Oh Oh! Of course Grandmum's food was superbly delicious, and mum's too. I ate like a big fat pig that day. I think like 4 or 5 times. Couldn't help it. Everytime I see someone's eating, I wanted to eat too. Greedy much.
Everyone left pretty early because the next day was a normal working/school day :(
I had a test the next day but still I only managed to get only 2 hours of sleep. I overslept and Dad had to send me to school. Hehe thanks Dad!


Yesterday I caught another movie with Wei Yan, Keith and Daniel. After much consideration, we finally decided to watch Hell's Highway KM31.

Before the movie,
WY: I very scared lah. Later I will hide under my jacket.
Keith: Nevermind, I'm here.
I thought he was going to be a gentleman for awhile. But....
Keith: We'll scream together!
HAHAHAHA.

Anyway anyway, Hell's Highway is a horror/thriller movie by a Mexican-Spanish production, and yeah the movie is in Spanish, but there are English subtitle though. I thought the movie was not worth my 6 bucks at first, cos it wasn't as popular as other movies. And in the movie theater, there were only about 10 people including us. So that adds up to the thrill. I am recommending you guys to watch it! For a horror movie, I think it has the same standard as Japanese or Thailand's production. Really worth your 6 bucks. Hahaha. I was shaking most of the time, because of the air con and also frightened you see. Wei Yan brought her jacket, I didn't have anything to cover myself and my eyes :(

Oh man, the movie is still stuck on my mind till now. And Daniel told me he had this trauma of toilets because of the movie. Coincidentally, he said there was a cockroach invaded his toilet yesterday. Haha don't ask me, but there's no link with ghost and cockroach, right? Lol.
4.5 out of 5 popcorns for Hell's Highway!

Funny msn convos which cracks me up.

1) DQniel says:
are u stiangry
(Are u still angry?)
Are u stingray, eh Daniel? -.-
Hahaha.

2) gravity's rainbow. says:
what u guys watching
DQniel says:
keith and daniel wanna make porno
-.-

3)

(11:21 AM) *Keith 小豬*Watash:	wth
(11:21 AM) *Keith 小豬*Watash:	didnt we agree on winx
(11:22 AM) gravity's rainbo:
(11:22 AM) *Keith 小豬*Watash:	hurt my feelings man
(11:22 AM) gravity's rainbo:	its so childish lor
(11:22 AM) DQniel:	ok
(11:22 AM) DQniel:	what is quartine abt
(11:23 AM) DQniel:	they kana sars den kana quarantine?

And them boys wanted to watch Winx Club!!! I don't even watch them on Teevee okay! Haha. Daniel sometimes need a bitch slap from me.

Thats all.